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Ng Hui Jun
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abt me.<3
a chocoholic,ice cream fanatic,pocky "craver",ipod maniac,emo/punk rock songs addict,thierry henry/alvaro recoba wannabe,the slightly not so of a tcher's pet,average guy wif a not so normal brain (my head's screwed)...ah the list goes on and on.
my ear candies...
good charlotte,green day,the all-american rejects,blink 182,simple plan,craig david,nickelback,etc.
oh! and...I LURVE MY DOG!! =DD

hates!! >.<
STUDYING.school.chinese.nagging.
bastards(me included).bitches/
sluts.retards.flirts.showoffs.ahbengs
man utd.chelsea.some tchers.war.
killing.rapists/molestors/murderers
(they deserve to be paid back tenfold).

GOSSIPFOLKS !



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O.I.C`cY
O.I.C`WyNer
O.I.C`SeaN
O.I.C`MinGhaO
O.I.C`DaNiaO
alViN
bRiAN
JiAwEi
AlinA
KayDa
MaiO SiA
SiEwHuaI
ShEiLa
EditH
ZhuQinG
PeArLy
RiChaRd
HuiTyiN


MuSiC~!

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shoot me dead. Tuesday, October 31, 2006


praying. for her i will.



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shoot me dead. Sunday, October 29, 2006


omg im such an idiot.
tml's the day and yah...i wanted to go and talk to her and make her less worried or something like dat but gahh...im so useless. i cant even go there and comfort her or something. its like i want to tell her not to worry and stuff but i juz didnt know wad to say. haiz...useless me. so i guess all i can do for her now is to pray i guess. so...yah.



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shoot me dead. Saturday, October 28, 2006


i had first aid course today. it started at 9 and ended at 6. yah frickin 9 hours straight. except for lunch, we were practically sitting down there listening to the instructor rattle on and on till our butts rot. and the instructor was so lame for god's sake and we were like "uh...ok. are we supposed to laugh?" then chaoyi being idiotic once again, went to design a "laugh" board or something ( i dunno wads dat call so wadeva) dat he will raise whenever the instructor starts being lame again. and me being mr nice guy, stopped chaoyi and told him to go easy on the poor guy standing in front. (WAHAHA see? im nice. =DD)
hmm yah so i sat there half asleep and idled away. oh and there was rugby matches going on at the same time. there was like abt 10 teams of ruggers or maybe even more. anw she went to watch the matches and yah i got to see her in sch. haha yah yah obsession.

anw, im pretty pissed off wif odac tchers. and one especially. well, she's such a bitch. (sorry about my language. gahh) yah i mean like she backstabs her students? wow such a great tcher. u mess wif my fren, u fucking mess wif me. and yah she seems like she totally wanna kick me outta odac. anw i dun give a shit about being kicked. so if ya wanna bitch abt again, tell me, im gonna scold vulgarities till you die and quit odac. i dun care if ill get cwo detention or wadeva shit. yah dats it. so fuck off bitch. (once again, really sorry about the language. =x)



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shoot me dead. Thursday, October 26, 2006


gahh...haven been blogging much. and im lazy to say wad dat has passed.
anw today's the last schooling day of the year and so...yepp dats it. and ah...this may be the last day i get to see her other than on monday so yah...sad. hope i can get to see her more during the holidays during odac trainings when they have touch rug training. gahh.

hmm lemme say wad happened for today. well, i skipped lessons as usual and i think im into deep shit but who cares? but ah...sounds damn scary la. my chinese tcher told us dat we have to write a letter explaining why we didnt go for her lesson. my chem tcher caught charmanye and alvin for not going and threatened to report it to the principal or the disciplinary comm. gahh.
putting dat aside, we went to play volleyball in the hall at arnd 1-2. and guess wad happened? well, melissa happened to be playing badminton in the hall too and i accidentally hit the ball high up in the air and it landed right on her head wif a loud thud. and i was so guilty la. it muz haf hurt like hell. i mean it was so high up and yah wth lol. i muz be careful from now on coz lacson may rush over and kill me anytime haha.

hmm after lessons ended, we went for the bash thingy. and omg can...the bash was frickin pathetic. there was only a handful of ppl dat turned up and to think that i even expected it to be a major event. wad an end of year bash. how lame.

er i think ill go get some sleep now. ah...ill miss her when shes gone.



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shoot me dead. Monday, October 23, 2006


uh. nvm abt the earlier post (which i deleted) if u read it.
anyway, yupp i added her. so wish me luck! gahhh.
and oops i haf to go barry's hse rite now so ill talk nxt time round.



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shoot me dead. Sunday, October 22, 2006


OMG! OMG! OMG! =.=
GAHH!!!!!!!!! going crazy soon.
well, firstly its the big day tml. yah stupid promos and shit. i hope hope and hope dat i can get promoted. and yah im believing in god for the first time so, yea lemme pass u frickin ol' fag sitting in the skies. oops kidding =x

and yah i juz got polo gurl's email.
and i dunno wad to say to her! gahh! %@*&$#)(!@*&$
oh yea and i haf to fucking pass the com to my sis when im discussing wif brian wyner junhui and soon on wad to say. great.



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shoot me dead. Saturday, October 21, 2006


hmm...rotted one whole day at home.
i didnt do much so i guess ill talk about my dog!
well my dog's named Totty. yah its quite a dumb name and it came from my dad. well, we got it in year 2004 and euro 2004 was going on then. we were pondering on wad name to give it on one nite when my dad spouted totti. apparently, my dad's fav team were playing dat nite, italy dat is. well, he offered del piero at first, but how can a dog be named del piero? lol. then he said totti. while we all said yea, my sis decided to change it a lil, from totti to totty. er ok im done wif the name.

we got totty from a pet shop from erm...gahh i forgot. we had another dog before dat and i was hoping for another one. after bugging my parents for months, they finally gave it and decided to find me a proper dog this time round. we practically went around the whole island going from pet shops to dog farms and even to private dog owners. well, my mum's a picky person. moreover, i was hoping for a jack russell coz i didnt want a lil small pup like a chihuahua. btw my previous dog was a medium-large one but stupid ava (Agri-Food & Veterinary Authority of Singapore) doesnt allow one dat big. and thus, i decided on a jack russell.
oh, i rmb now. well actually i checked his birth cert ahah. i saw him in a pet shop in toa payoh with another jack russell. the other one is like crazy or something, typical hyper active jack russell. but it had black spots all over its face like it had measles or something, not a very nice sight. then i saw totty sitting there quietly, not moving. we asked the shop owner to take both dogs out and guess wad. the other dog was jumping all over totty while poor totty was sitting there bending his head down. juz then, my dad said to me, "hey! lets get the crazy dog! i want a dog dat can fight and bite other dogs to death." (uh...if u notice, my dad's a crazy person.yah he sure is.) on the other hand, my mum said, "lets get the dog dats there sitting down. at least its behaving."

well, i then decided on totty which was the tamer dog coz it was cuter. well we took it to the vet and found dat it was actually sick. no wonder it was so quiet. anyway, i rmb after dad drove us home, i put totty on the ground for the first time. and it was actually shivering. ahah useless dog. so scared easily. after totty recovered, it became normal. before dat, we actually feared dat it was retarded or something coz it wouldnt even budge when u touched it. and well, totty's normal and active rite now and yepp its obedient too. thanks to mum using the cane on him. ouch.
anyway, ill post some pictures up on him.

me and totty (gahh...i juz woke up so my hair's standing)
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ahah retarded totty
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anyway, i am thinking if i shld add polo gurl on msn. well, xh was wondering ytd if he shld add samantha and it made me feel like adding polo gurl too. i dun haf her email now but i can always ask walter. hahah. RAWR!



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shoot me dead. Friday, October 20, 2006


today was PJC open house and odac set up a booth at the grass patch right behind the odac room. the booth was pretty far away from the rest of the booths so only a few people walked past. anyway, i helped pretty much at the start by setting up the booth. but i guess i couldnt stand the boreness and thus, i went to the hall to play badminton. and...tada! when i first reached the hall, polo gurl was playing badminton. and gahh!!! she's so cute!! oh, when she was playing badminton, yaoyuan threw the ball and hit polo gurl's leg. so i hissed at him and scolded him for fun lol. anyway, she fell while playing badminton and ah... uh i think i better stop or ill get spasms again lol.
oh then when open house was ending, we packed up and went to play soccer in the basketball field. we didnt really play, we only rammed the ball or played passing. juz then, the ball rolled to me, so i rammed the ball and tada, it went over the fence and onto the field. guess wad? the touch rug gurls were at the field. oh anyway, if u wonder wad did it look like, it was like a bomb has fallen from the skies. oh whats worse is dat michael kwok was at the grandstand looking out to the field. and as u know, we are not supposed to kick soccer at the bball courts and being the serial ball stealer, michael kwok would definitely take my ball if he knew wad happened. so, being the one who kicked the ball over the fence, i haf to somehow get the ball successfully back from michael kwok while making a total fool outta myself in front of polo gurl. and yah, i did it. ran like a thief to get the ball back, which was like only 2 metres away from the touch rug gurls. i was so embarassed la...i mean how is kicking the ball over a fence and then running to take it in any way great? so, while i went to take the ball, i looked at the floor.
gahh...why do i always do such stupid stuff? RAWR!



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shoot me dead. Wednesday, October 18, 2006


todays a fine day again! *smiles smiles smiles*
well, we had odac today and we did nth much. we were supposed to learn the fun dance for our performance dat we will give to the kids in phillipines. and it was boring. yepp. real boring. we pretty much sat around and stoned.
oh btw something happened during this period of time. well, polo gurl juz happened to walk past the classroom we were in. then i dunno wad went over me but i kinda squeaked "OMG! SO CUTE!". i thought it was only a very soft squeak which only sebas, who was beside me, could hear. budden she turned her head and looked into the classroom. and every1 inside was like looking outside la. so i think she heard. aiya die la...
oh then after odac, we went to haf dinner at lot1 as per normal. we then sat at our usual seat, in front of the indian stall. juz while we were in the midst of our meal, the touch rug gurls came and sat right behind us. and polo gurl was there too. yah and i dare not even turn around for a mere glimpse. juz then me and xh went to buy dessert. we returned wif our desserts and guess wad? brian the asshole purposely moved and sat at my seat. so im left wif a seat which faces in polo gurl's direction. the whole while we were there, i didnt really dare to look at her. gahh...omg...im such an idiot. T.T
ok lets juz hope she doesnt think of me of some stalker or something. urgh.
anw, on a serious note, there has been a spate of happenings recently about odac. and yea im not very happy wif it. but ah...im tired so ill post dat on the nxt time round.



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shoot me dead. Monday, October 16, 2006


urgh. my com's screwed. its like im having tons of spyware dats messing wif my com upside down and im quite pissed with it. and it so damn laggy. ok nvm.

hmm...today was a fine day i guess.
chinese was a tad bit better than hell which it is on normal days. was late for chem lecture and thus, me soon jonathan and shee kwang decided to skip it. well, it was becoz lim chee wan was the lecturer and we thought dat we will haf to sit on the floor if we entered late and so we decided not to go all together in the end.
oh then pw lessons was as per normal. we juz idled away, doing nth much. being bored, kayda and xue er went to surf the net and search for pictures of some korean actor. the whole while, they were like "OMG! SO CUTE!". tsk tsk...stalkers lol. hey look, im not the only one huh? scary.
gp was fine. we watched sky high for today. after gp, we went to play badminton in the school hall. hmm...for the first time since sec3, i felt dat badminton was fun. well, it is, provided dat you do not need to face the frickin old faggot coach dat i faced for 4 yrs. and yah, i think im gonna play badminton again. anyway, chaoyi managed to get back ruben's ball. and we're gonna return the frickin ball back to him.
btw, speaking of balls. i almost another ball to micheal kwok again. urgh. i hate dat "mr hot pants". he's like always on the lookout for anyone playing sports in uniform, or juz for playing around wif the ball outside of the field. whats more, he's frickin biased, he always take our ball away while he doesnt even bother to scold any of the rugby boys for playing in uniform. ive seen him do this countless times. moreover, he confiscated 3 of our soccer balls alrdy. screw him man. and he did not even return us 1 i think. or maybe 1. either way, he's a jerk.
er lets not talk about jerks. lemme continue on wad i was saying. as i said, today is/was a fine day. and the main part is...coz i saw polo gurl! *grins widely*
and ahh...i was caught looking at her. i was walking past the study area and i was looking at her for almost the whole time as i walked. then she turned around and saw me. guess wad i did? i stupidly stood there and like kinda stared at her for 2 seconds. maybe i was walking or maybe it wasnt even a second but i was kinda flustered and stuff. so i turned away and continued walking. oh and i was again caught by her, which was later on.
gahh!!! she's so cute!!!

anyway, ppl like sean and kayda told me im obsessed wif her.
and all i did was to smile.
obsessed. yes i am. cuteness.RAWR!!!



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shoot me dead. Saturday, October 14, 2006


ah...havent been blogging recently, so...im back! =DD
er lemme start wif wad happened ytd.

ytd was friday and we had odac as usual. and...omg i lurve odac sessions!!!!
u know why? coz odac sessions are on wednesdays and fridays. and most imptly, the touch ruggers are there on weds and fridays! so, i can see polo gurl for all i want. summore still can look at 10. stalker boy me...BWAHAHAHA! =DD
oh btw we were supposed to do rock climbing ytd, and i pretty much hate rock climbing. well...yea, part of it is got to do wif my frickin sweaty palms if u are wondering. and no, not wadeva lickislap or any crap dat came from stupid xh. guess ah bengs all haf pretty low iq huh? lol =x
anyway, yah i hate rock climbing. so i went to play frisbee, slack and dunno do wad shit. and then we played volleyball for awhile after odac session ended. btw, volleyball's pretty fun huh?
i still rmb back in sec school when we played beach volleyball, everybody doesnt even know how to play. its like once the ball gets over the net, it will never ever come back. ahah how dumb.

then after we left school, we went to eat at lot 1. and...polo gurl was eating there too! BWAHAHAHA!!! (sorry, im having spasms again)
aiya budden i didnt dare to look much coz i dun want to scare her. ahah wad would u feel if someone was like staring at u while u ate? scary. lol. guess the social etiquette thingy did a fine job on me huh? maintaining market value. ahah wad bullshit.

oh btw as usual, after eating we bought bubble tea. and u know wad? sum stupid idiot went to grab cy's bubble tea and shook it so hard, dat the seal burst and i guess there was flying pearls all over the place? ok la exaggerated, only the milk tea flew out. now guys, guess who the idiot is.
frankly, the idiot is none other than...me the stalker boy. =.= how dumb...LOL.
and dats not the only incident dat happened. after eating, we went to the nearby funfair or pasar malam (wadeva u call it) to stroll. and being the usual dumbass me, i knocked over junhui's bubble tea too. wah, i think i can have a change of name alrdy. guys, call me...the bubble tea killer. ok. lame. i know. stop.

after bursting bubble teas and such, we eventually came to the rides section of the pasar malam. then there was this ride called meteorite. it was like a circular cage whereby people stand inside leaning against the wall, and then the cage would spin like some crazy top and the people inside would have their brains all mashed up after all the spinning. being somewhat bored and having nth better to do, we decided to haf a go at this ride.
so we went in and started spinning. btw mhao and jiahao being spoilers, decided not to join in. so 8 of us went in.
when the thing started to spin, ah soon became a temporary christian, buddhist, muslim, hindu, and god knows wad. he started going "allelujah" and muttering some other gibberish too lol.
then as the thing started to spin faster and faster, i felt as though my brain's being fried by a microwave oven. budden when the speed stabilizes, it was actually ok. only dat it was pretty tiring as we even had difficulty cranking our head away from the wall.
and blah blah we came out being giddy all over. sean said he wanted to puke but didnt do so in the end.

blah blah blah and blah.
aiya i no more time to blog alrdy. haf to rush to wyner's hse for sleepover tonite. so cya!
oh btw i got very impt words to say b4 i leave.

POLO GURL VERY CUTE!!!!! =DDDD



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shoot me dead. Saturday, October 07, 2006


yesterday was the interhouse games and i participated in badminton boys singles. i became quite lousy alrdy. guess i became rusty after not playing for more than half a yr.
and i think nobel got silver in badminton. i won my matches but ah..juz abit more and we could haf gotten gold but silver's not bad anyway. =DD

after the interhouse, we went to mhao's hse for a sleepover. there was 7 of us together and its pretty crammed. we didnt do much for last nite. started out slacking and talking crap. then some of us tried to play dota tgt on the 2 coms but it didnt quite work. we then went for dry swimming. i didnt play coz the rest was too tired to continue when i wanted to play. anyway if i played i think i would lose money again lol. i always haf bad luck at mahjong. i mean its like everytime im waiting for the last card, some frickin idiot would juz game wif only 1 tile.
btw guess who is the biggest loser of the nite?
lol its soon. dat idiot kept acting william and made all of us laugh la.
they played till abt 3am then they went to slp alrdy. then only me and cy was left awake. i then asked cy if he wanted to stay awake thru'out and he said yes. but after 30 mins, i saw him on the ground sleeping alrdy lol. so i went to sleep at arnd 5+ to 6.

er then we slept slept and slept.
i was last to wake up i guess. aiya budden cannot blame me. my whole body was aching after the interhouse la. then we left for mac breakfast at arnd 9+
we didnt bring along coupons and so, brave mhao went to borrow coupons from other ppl. ahah yea we're cheapos. =DD
after eating, we went home and end of story.
ive still haf another sleepover tonite and i think we're gonna go shopping tmr too. im gonna die at this rate lol.

btw the haze's getting real bad. so guys pls take care =DD



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shoot me dead. Thursday, October 05, 2006


ah...its so boring.
went to sch for odac meeting at arnd 11. there wasnt anything to do la. so we pretty much slacked thru'out. how lame, go to sch juz to sit arnd for like 30mins?
was planning to play soccer initially, however, my right leg is hurting and so i'd rather not play. dunno how i gonna play for nobel tmr lol. coz guys dun blame me if i lose k? ahah excuses *grins*.
uh after the meeting, we sat arnd to slack again. ahah dats why we're called slackers. we didnt really chat. neither did we do anything. pure stoning. how stupid lol. and being hyperactive as per normal, my itchy legs started to play arnd wif the soccer ball dat we had. juz then mr yaw walked past and confiscated my ball. i alwaes wonder, do all pe tchers haf a fetish for balls? otherwise why would they always confiscate balls, say soccer balls basketball, u name it, they take it. luckily, mr yaw was such a nice guy dat he returned us our ball. if he hadnt return it...i would haf owed sebas and the rest of s10 a ball lol.

oh and i saw polo gurl at sch today! ahah shit...i broke my promise but wadeva. and she's so cute as usual!!! rawr! *smiles smiles and smiles* wahaha yepp, call me stalker boy. kidding, no way man.

ah...then we went for lunch and then wanted to go for pool. i wanted to go for pool but i rmbed i haf a stupid class bbq. and i was told by kayda, "U BETTER GO". so gahh...i guess i cant go to pool =/
oh shit. i haf to go bathe then rush to the bbq now. GWAH!!



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promo's over. hell's over. but it still doesnt feel right. its like ive got a screw loose somewhr and i dun know whr it is.

ah...putting dat aside. ok we're done and over wif stupid exams, late nite mugging, and those shit. and...its now gonna be movie marathons, sleepover without the sleep part, gyming, soccer, and perhaps beaching? lol. i wanna be a baywatch hunk! lol =.=
oh btw the stress is now cleared huh. so like ive said b4 no more being an emo-freak. =DD no more ranting on polo gurl and stuff lol.

ok now abt wad we did ytd.
uh...nth much but i got nth to write la lol.
well straight after the exams we played soccer. soccer's not very interesting to read abt huh, so ill cut short to this. some frickin idiot rammed my leg wif his leg. yah so my leg's hurting abit rite now and its all thanks to bright. =.=
and ive got stupid interhouse badminton to play tmr. dang. wish i hadnt join la. i mean its like no one can come watch me play tmr as the rest either joined other events or has to be the ultimate frisbee umpire. moreover if i lose, i think ill be disgracing kranji badz team lol. aiya but wad do u expect from a "pon tang kia"? lol.

ok after soccer. we went to haf dinner at bpp. we chatted over dinner for quite abit. and we touched on love matters i think. and minghao said he wouldnt make a good stead. so i thought to myself, uh...i think ill be a very terrible stead too la.i dun really know how gurls think, not to mention please them lol.
uh after dinner, we went to the shing shiong hypermart for a little stroll. oh! every1 if u guys ever come across a drink named wadeva mogu mogu, pls dun ever buy it. mogu mogu i think if translated from jap to english it would go something like say..poison poison? wadeva the case, juz dont ever buy dat drink. =DD

ah...my blog's getting pretty boring. dunno wad to write. rawr!



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