shoot me dead. Saturday, September 30, 2006
er this is quite random but...
how i miss the good ol' days back in kranji.
i miss chitchatting during lessons. me barry renkai and funan, being all so noisy despite being the front row.
i miss ms lai's lessons alot. we used to talk crap wif ms lai. ask her abt how's her love life and she would go "which boyfriend u talking abt? i got so many." lol how lame. i rmb once we asked her wad type of books she reads. and i burst out "socialising for dummies". then she was stunned or something and the rest of class went orh hor...budden luckily she has a sense of humour and she didnt take it as offensive lol. =x
i miss the slacking arnd wif my pals too. when i recall now how stupid i was back in lower secondary ahah. there was this pond in the middle of our classroom block. and being bored, having nothing to do, we started to do funny things wif the pond. we threw insects like those giant ants into the pond for the fish to eat. ahah how stupid. there was once the stupid jiahao threw a stone rite at a terrapin's head. ouch. i didnt know if it died or something but the poor thing sank after being hit. =/
nostalgia. such a warm and fuzzy feeling. =DD
bang. im out
9:06 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Friday, September 29, 2006
ah...4get abt the promos. there's always a brighter side to life.
...
...
...
OMG!!!!!
POLO GURL'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!! LOL.
she looks damn cute when she smiles or laugh la. omg...KAWAII!!!!!
lol wtf i think i better stop and go to slp.
go and dream of her LOL.
ahah so random.
no la i not so psychotic one. lol really no kidding. ahah how fake. xD
=DDD
bang. im out
11:26 pm <3
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uh..ok im totally screwed rite now.
my maths alrdy gone case...the questions dat i left blank or wrote crap alrdy add up to over 40 marks. in other words...instant fail. summore my mid yr and ca all fail. die la...zz....
i HATE maths! fuck logarithms. fuck differentiation. fuck integration. fuck trigonometry. fuck all of maths!
i flunked my 2 yrs of maths in sec sch for god's sake. if i didnt rmb wrongly, i nvr pass a single exam on a.maths up until the olvls.
chem's a little better. aiya budden im still afraid dat i will fail my chem. i mean like i failed all of my recent chem tests. im praying rite now dat i can scrape through wif an e for chem. urgh.
ah...good luck to myself and every1 i know of. oh and deres polo gurl too lol.
i need all the luck i can get =/
bang. im out
7:28 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Sunday, September 24, 2006
urgh. the promos are juz a day away.
tmr's geepee. retarded chinese on weds. then its fuking maths maths on thurs. friday's chemistry. econs and physics are on nxt monday and weds respectively.
hmm...knowing when are the exams. the first step to pass the exams. =DD ahah wad bullshit.
ok even tho i haven been studying much, i will make it through. i will get promoted. yah, ill start believing dat if i repeat it another milllion times. wadeva. lets hope every1 will make it through.
oh btw siang and me came up wif a promotional resolution. if we happen to get promoted, we'll all be cool guys. lol once again im talking crap. we're gonna work hard, play hard. bwhaaha.
here's the plan.
everyday(from day 1 onwards) - stay back in sch to study/revise for 1-2hrs.
after study, we'll play sports for a while, have a little cock talking gathering as usual, then hit for home.
monday - tennis
tuesday - bball
wedsnesday(odac) - soccer
thursday - gym?
friday - soccer
sat - gym then swimming/badminton or vice versa
sunday - slack time! =DD maybe go town or something.
ahah sounds great huh? lol lets hope i really can be like dat. ok dats impossible.
for rite now, lets all get back to our books and start mugging! =DD
best of luck every1! =DD
bang. im out
6:35 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Saturday, September 23, 2006
ok ive decided not to be a loser. well if i keep on saying i am one i will be one. lets hope im not a loser for now. =DD
hmm...lets all conc on our promos instd eh? i promise dat if i ever get to be promoted, ill really be a better person. i promise not to be a bastard. i promise to play soccer only in my pe attire. i promise not to make my family or my frens sad. i promise never again to freak anyone out. i promise to bathe my dog twice a week.
uh...why am i saying such crap? screw me ahah.
well, i went to sch to study even tho its a saturday. im studious eh? ahah yah and i deserve to get promoted. yep i shld. i shld. ahah lemme get away from reality for a while k?
btw i reached sch at abt 10. when we first settled down, there was only me, xinhao, siang and brian. i didnt take my breakfast today so i got hungry real fast. so we called for mac delivery at 11am and urgh, i spent $6.50 on lunch. im really broke rite now mind you. so we studied and studied till god knows wad time. not a very long period of time tho lol. we really couldnt stand it and tada! we ended up playing bball. i dunno why but we kept playing bball these few days. i dun really like bball tho =/ wad do you expect from someone who only played bball in primary sch? lol.
while we were playing, jiahao junhui sean ervyn came too. so they played as well.
after bball, we went back to "study".
and went on to teck whye mac to study as well. ah...i lazy to write wad happened. =/
oh btw polo gurl went to sch to study too =.= and ah...so suay la. i happened to be walking back to my seat after buying a can of drink when she entered sch and was walking down the ramp. so i had to walk past her and i was like trying to look at the floor as i walked. ahah i dun really want her to think of me as a stalker or something so i guess ill better try to look at her less frequently. haiZz...
summore after dat she went to mac to study too. so, i kinda stopped myself from looking at her by sitting wif my back facing her. ahah if i sit facing her direction, i think she'll get freaked out again so...urgh. wadeva.
bang. im out
9:28 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Friday, September 22, 2006
screw the world. screw life. screw promos. screw ME.
urgh.
as u have guessed it, i didnt haf a very good day at sch.
morning was fine. the lessons were usual. it was until after sch.zz. well, i stayed back at sch for the nite study prog to study as usual. we then sat at our usual place - the canteen. as you can see, today's juz like any other "usual" day. however, she (polo gurl) juz happened to sit at the study area. and being the...zz...me(i really have nth to say), i kinda stared at her again.
and...zz guess wad? =.= zz....
i think she freaked out or something and so, she went to sit in a direction wif her back facing me.
zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.
ok great...how worse can it get?
i mean she muz have been really freaked out. and here goes, huijun the loser. oh wait, heres a better name - huijun the loser retainee. sounds fitting eh? zz.
so, i got really bored or "sian diao-ed" dat i didnt feel like studying. thus, i went to play bball wif mhao soon and gang instd. and it didnt really help coz i suck in bball juz like how i suck as a person.
i was kinda sad/bored/melancholic/???? i juz didnt feel good. ok, if u listen to the all-american rejects, im experiencing the so-called straightjacket feeling rite now.
urgh. screw me.
melancholy
bang. im out
11:27 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Thursday, September 21, 2006
urgh. the stress is killing me. really.
and god aint helping by making the promos only 5 days away.
i suppose there's a high chance of me retaining. T.T ok u'll see wad i mean - out of 10 maths tys qns, i can only manage to complete 1 without help from ppl or the notes. oh btw guess how much i got for my maths ca. 7.5/20. woah? fuck maths. outta 9 tutorials, i submitted only 2. ahah i hate maths. and maths suck as much as chinese.
hmm...im praying really hard dat i will manage to scrape through and still be part of 06s20 nxt yr. so pls dun be shocked if u see me chanting some gibberish from bibles, scriptures and wadeva shit dat can help me.
ok for now, lets all put this in our nicks.
say NO to retainok enuff abt those shit.
btw die la...i think my eye candy knows im eye candying her. whenever she's in my vicinity i will look here and there juz to get a glimpse of her. and very often i find myself staring at her. urgh. lol how dumb can i get? wadeva.
and i fear dat she will be shocked/scared/????. lol i mean later she might think im stalking her or something. and maybe she will freak out and ill nvr get to see her again. ah...screw me. =/
ahah uh...i think i really shld go to SMH (singapore mental hospital?) for a check up someday. i really have a nut loose somewhere in my head.
god bless us all.
bang. im out
10:20 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Monday, September 18, 2006
urgh.
bang. im out
10:32 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Sunday, September 17, 2006
im going crazy over you.
all day long
you flood my mind
for you're juz my kind
wad u didnt know, is dat bit by bit
you drain my life away
like a pill
dats making me ill
now i cant even think
for i am on the brink
of losing my last bit of sanity
over ur little vanity
your every little action
cuts me off by a fraction
one day everything inside of me will be gone
and the only thing dat will be left is you
its you dat i want
and all else doesnt matter anymore
i'd do anything for you
juz for you to be true
you're all dat i want
bang. im out
6:57 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Saturday, September 16, 2006
urgh. something is wrong wif my blogger.com site. its all in chinese and i cant understand all the gibberish dat is flooding the whole page. ahah my chinese plain suck. actually so does my "engrish" but wadeva. =DD
as usual, i wasted another day of my life not studying and slacking away. predictable huh? well, at least i tried. i went to sch to study from 10am onwards. "studied" till abt 5pm until we were chased out as the sch was closing. ahah rite...how can i possibly study? i barely studied for an hour before i started to torture little crawling worms on my hp. ahah, i practically wasted abt 2hrs on the stupid game "worms" on my hp. how dumb.
after being chased outta sch, we went to the nearby teck whye market to make my specs. ahah im quite an undecisive person so i spent like nearly an hour juz trying to choose a pair of specs. and guess wad. i still chose a pair of specs dat is merely normal. wasted another precious hour which i bet some mugger spent on cramming stupid maths formula into the larger than normal brain of theirs. ok im talking crap once again hohum.
woohoo...another hour blown juz writing crap. guess ill haf to install spikes on my keyboard to stop myself from rotting in front of the com again. wadeva.
I want you and your beautiful soul
bang. im out
9:22 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Friday, September 15, 2006
ah...i dun think ill use the com pretty much b4 the promos are over from now on. so i think ill ra
i didnt hit the books at all for today. nope, not even for a min.
in fact, me and my frens (wyner, xinhao, brian, soonhwee, siang, jiahao) went to play badz. (badminton la)
ahah. yepp im so dead. the promos is barely a week away and im having fun wif my frens? oh god. strike me down. hmm...actually, god doesnt needa waste energy on a thunderbolt to kill me. i think ill strangle myself outta stress b4 the promos even arrive. urgh im going crazy!! RAWRRR!!! wadeva.
btw abt playing badz.
we went to gombak to play badz. and omg i totally suck at badz now. even simple dropshots are so tough for me now? my dropshots are like so high dat ppl even haf time to scratch their balls b4 they return my shots. ahah oops, dats disgusting. aiya i now suck even at badz. i bet ill get totally owned if i return back to kranji.
ahah enuff abt badz. dun wanna remind myself of the stupid old faggot coach. GRRR freaking old tart. totally wasted my 4 yrs of life in the kranji badz team. (er..dats considering the 1 yr of ponning =x) i'd rather go join some stupid science club la.
we played till abt five, but we stayed on and slacked for abt nearly an hr. then we made our way down to the nearby mac. ahah mac had nth much interesting. pretty much the usual rubbish sharing session and gossiping. ahah who said guys dun gossip? or at least we (the kranji gang) do. =DD
we were supposed to make for home at abt seven plus. however as u know, we couldn't haf went home so easily. there's always the nearby basketball court. guess the town council did too gd of a job in locating basketball courts nearby bus stops.
so, even after playing badz for 2 hrs, we went on to play basketball. and i tell ya. basketball aint a fun sport. well is it any fun if even after attempting abt 50 shots and yet not a single shot entered the basket? ahah ok i haf totally zero talent for sports. guess im juz a good for nothing gahh.
oh btw i finally knew polo gurl's name. LOL ok here i am going crazy again. aiya juz let me be la. i promise after promos when the stress is all cleared up. ill get better =DD
ahah and her name is....lol i not so stupid to say.
er i guess dats enuff.
incapacitating cuteness. she is.
bang. im out
11:21 pm <3
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Your subtleties, they strangle me.
I can't explain my self at all.
And all the wants and all the needs,
All i don't want to need at all
they won't start breathin'
my minds unweavin
maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evenin'
I give the final blow
when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
A fallen star, at least i fall alone
I can explain what you can't explain
you're findin' things
that ya didn't know
i look at you with such distain
they won't start breathin'
my minds unweavin'
maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evenin'
I give the final blow
when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
just a little inside won't make this right
it's too late to fight
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
now i'm on my own side
it's better than bein' on your side
it's my fault when you're blind
it's better than seeing from your eyes
all these thoughts locked inside
now youre the first to know
when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
just a little inside won't make this right
it's too late to fight it ends tonight
it ends when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
just a little inside won't make this right
it's too late to fight
it ends tonight it ends tonight tonight,
inside when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight.
bang. im out
11:07 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Wednesday, September 13, 2006
ok abt the recent gibberish on eye candies.
ahah i know im being overly crazy and ive decided to stop all these rubbish. i aint dat despo as i seem in the previous few posts. yes im speaking the truth. ahah i dun sound really convincing eh? wadeva.
ok la, serious. i am not a despo kia. lol. =DD
uh..ok lemme explain why i sounded so crazy. ahah dats coz i was too stressed and bored la lol. needed to entertain myself by writing rubbish? well, some people enjoy reading exaggerated news like tabloids for pleasure eh? and i enjoy the writing instead. LOL. ok wth im starting to sound crazy all over again. but dats me. ahah crazy's my middle name.
aiya in short, i was bored. so i started writing rubbish. dats it. end of story. and i aint despo for god's sake.
uh...but i didnt lie on the part of having eye candies. budden im not so despo like how i sounded in the last few posts so...wadeva. i have much more impt stuff on my mind like...say the stupid promos coming up.
urgh.
education. kiss my ass.
bang. im out
12:06 am <3
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shoot me dead. Monday, September 11, 2006
urgh. today's a wretched day.
today did have a fine start. ahah at least i got to see my eye candy right in the morning. =DD
the rest of the day didn't seem so nice though. say chinese lesson.
chinese lesson was downright horrible i tell ya. we got back our chinese mock paper and wth...guess how much i scored for chinese paper 1? (the compo) before u continue reading, please hold onto ur jaw as wad ure gonna see later on is jaw dropping.
ok...my marks for chinese paper 1. 1. oh wait this aint a typo and i didn't write two 1s by mistake. yepp i scored a...FREAKING 1/60 FOR MY CHINESE COMPO!!!!!!!!!!!
wow.wheee.woah.ooo. FUCK!!! =.=
omg i bet even a pri sch kid can do better than this la wth.
i got a fucking 1 coz i am so god damned stupid.urgh.
ok here's the feed. the question i chose was supposed to be based on the picture given in the question paper. and being the usual smart ass me, i didn't even know dat there was this picture. so i wrote stuff dat didnt even haf a bit of relation to the picture. yea like how the old man crosses the road and drowns in a chocolate pool. ----> totally no link =.= ok. yepp. alrite. im dumb. chinese owns me. X.X
luckily i didnt get a 1 on my score sheet. my evil chin teacher wanted to give me a 1 but some kind soul teacher out there ask for me to get a 6/60 instd. and so i scored a freaking low 10%. wow. so lousy. =.= oh btw 10% huh?...oo seems like im fated with the number 10. LOL! ok wth how can i joke abt this? =.=
i hate chinese. and now i hate it more. ^%)(@$)(*@)#(*^@_
ok dats the "highlight" for today.
the rest of the day was spent idling and rotting. tried to study at sch but i just couldn't seem to concentration. everytime i would be figuring out some stupid maths question and all of a sudden, i will just find myself staring at the paper and thinking of nothing. ahah pro huh? guess my mind's like a old rundown car. hard to start up and once it gets going, it may break down anytime. lol. ok im not quite making sense. wadeva.
ah..ok lemme go study physics for the test tomorrow. hope i don't trail off and start thinking of 10 again. =x LOL. omg crazy little despo me. gwahh! don't worry, i may sound really really despo but i aint. yes, i assure i am not. ahah i think i sound very scary huh? but wadeva! cya! =DD
bang. im out
10:22 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Sunday, September 10, 2006
the holidays are ending and promos are drawing near!! *yelps and faints*
and god aint helping either by making my life so boring. urgh.
school's starting too and i haf to face tchers, tons of homework, as well as dat maths tys dat i haf not touched since months ago. wad can be worse?
however, even in the darkest abyss there's alwaes a small glimmer of light huh. and ahah yepp dat glimmer is...eye candies! bwahaha. she's cuteness to the power of 10!!! (ahah crazy ol' bugger me)
ahah yepp dats the only thing drawing me back to school other than frens.
oh btw did i tell u dat im getting crazy soon?
ive caught a serious case of "número diez o'phile-thritis" (ahah dat one is i anyhow make up one la =.=). ahah u dont get it ya?
ok simply put...im going gaga over the number 10. ahah if u still dun get it then aww...too bad. and for those who know wad im talking abt. keep it among urselves k? bwahaha =DD
the number 10's been flooding my head recently and im gonna go crazy soon =.= so some1, pls save me.
ok nvm. well...im very bored now. so some1 pls entertain me? lol.
bang. im out
5:21 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Saturday, September 09, 2006
oh btw abt the earlier post. i take back my words lol. dun worry, eye candies are still so...OMG CUTE!!!! (KAWAII!!!!!) LOL. so despo. wadeva.
went to jurong lib earlier in the morning. ahah woke up late as usual and made the rest wait for me. ahah ok my bad. well, i really did mug b4 lunch coz i was so bored dat even mugging seemed so normal to me? ahah nvm im not talking sense.
after lunch, we moved to a not very suitable environment for studying. ahah the air-con was so cold and we were kinda facing the escalators? so...being the very visual person dat i am, i keep watching out for er...very visually pleasing stuff. er dat sounds really wrong but oh cmon dun think dirty will ya? ahah wadeva. in other words, i didnt really study at all.
we went to creative after dat as soon and rk wanna buy mp3 players. ahah rk's ipod is a piece of scrap metal rite now and soon's walker is crap rite from the start. lol oops i said nth. =x
ahah rite...well, once again we did something stupid. we walked to the creative headquarters by cutting through the grass patches. ahah we were actually hiking there for god's sake and the freaking sun was like killing me, burning me down. and omg we walked till we reached a place wif a signboard, "DANGER! 66000 volts wires underground." and we went wtf!?!?! lol ahah so dumb. btw the signboard was broken and lying on the floor lol.and my itchy hands threw it into a ditch =x hope no one dies from walking right into wires lol. oh then this security guard came and told us to walk off the grass and walk on the pavement. ahah clever us. walking on grass dat made me itchy all over when theres the pavement right beside it? how lame.
oh and my god damned specs. once again the lens dropped out. and this time even the screw dropped onto the floor. ah...its high time i changed my specs man. but too bad im juz broke.
ok so we went to creative, blah blah bought headphones, blah blah took pictures, blah blah and went home. yepp im lazy.
pictures~! =DD
ah soon climbing
the 66000 volts "land mine" lol.
retarded me wif the "omfg!?!?" look and signboard. i threw it away btw lol. =x
ahah random pic. very colourful worm eh? lol its a gummi worm =.=
us doing hard gay pose. lol btw hard gay is so passe but wadeva.
ahah enuff. cya peeps! =DD
bang. im out
11:13 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Friday, September 08, 2006
life sucks.
everything has become such a bore for me. even blogging seem more of a penance than pleasure. life, for me, is so meaningless. everyday its, wake up go to sch, study study, and go home slp. even eye candies are no longer sweet to the eyes. im getting really bored of this wretched life im living.
i need a change real soon.
or ill be taking pills before u know it.
SO...JOIN THE
bang. im out
9:44 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Wednesday, September 06, 2006
today was a pretty fine day i guess. went to study at limbang mac.
stumbled outta my hse at arnd 3 when the rest were alrdy there studying. i was on my way there when i walked past this little road. there was a small gurl of abt 5 yrs old and her maid behind me. i was walking along at the middle of the road when the small kid suddenly made weird gurgling noises. she then started to run towards me. i dunno wad came over me, but i suddenly felt as tho a monster was chasing me? the gurl sounded like she was pound onto my leg and yank chunks of meat from my legs!?!? and i guess i pretty much hastened from a stroll to a tad of a brisk walk. uh ok. i know im crazy but dats wad u get when sum1 stays in isolation for too long a period of time. ahah rite... ok wadeva.
when i reached there, the rest were alrdy deep into their books. so i juz quietly settled down and start to mug. however...u know very well dat i cant possibly mug successfully rite? ahah yepp life's full of obstacles.
well...a grp of very noisy "horse come man" came in. and they pretty much made one hell of a ruckus. they were making so much noise dat i couldnt even concentrate. ahah yepp its their fault and not mine dat i didnt study heh. oh there was another grp other than us too and they were pretty pissed at those "horse come man" too lol. and in the end we couldnt study so we left b4 i even studied for an hour.
we went to haf dinner and then soon did something really sweet. ahah im not gonna go into details coz soon asked me not to. =x
ok my bro's bugging me for the com alrdy so i haf no choice but to hand it over to dat stupid bugger. well cya peeps! =DD
bang. im out
10:10 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Tuesday, September 05, 2006
another day of my life wasted sitting on the couch in my living room. i aint kidding i tell ya. i was really sitting in front of the teevee tho the teevee wasnt on. ahah i stared at the blank screen for quite a while, stoning away. and once again, this led me to thinking abt my purpose in life.
and guess wad? i realized i dun haf one, well...not considering looking at gurls as one. lol kidding im not such a pervert. im juz a very visual person. heh.
ok nvm back to my purpose in life.
yepp i dun haf one. everyday, i juz rot away slowly. i think one day ill be a walking corpse. or maybe im one alrdy without myself knowing? in sch, its all study study and study, altho i dun really study. back at home, i haf nothing to do. no one to talk to. im such a loner...haiZz...
maybe i need a time machine. to fly back in time to relive my life all over again. back to the times when merely running arnd was a joy.
part of the lyrics of "time machine" by the click five
I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
bang. im out
8:20 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Monday, September 04, 2006
well todae is cy's birddae =DD
bought a ball, a shirt and a pair of shorts for him i think.
oh btw did u peeps know dat steve irwin (or irvin wadeva) died todae as well? muz be cy's fault la lol. dat poor guy died from some stupid stingray's sting. hmm...if u guys still rmb, cy's wise words are so true. (stuntman alwaes dies first) ok nvm abt steve irwin, im being disrespectful to the dead =.=
ok we went to bukit timah for dinner wif cy. dere was nearly 20 of us altgt and im not gonna mention names coz im a lazy bum. we took 67 to timah and our dear jh made us skip our bus stop. he said dat we could alight at the next stop and us being gullible fools, alighted at some 500m away from our destination. btw i often wonder, why do we alwaes do stupid stuff? well its not the first time we did something stupid. guess stupid is my middle name.
we went to the row of "restaurants" and we settled down at a chinese one.
ill skip the part on eating coz its juz eating for god's sake =.=
well after eating we play "zhong ji mi ma" or "guess the number"(ok i know my translation is poor but wadeva) and deres a forfeit for losing the game.
we started off having to eat veggies wif mayonnaise and chilli on it.
then we went on to fish's eyeball.
and soon was supposed to eat it LOL.
heres ah soon and his dear eyeball. omg...its so disgusting...soon even spat it out after sucking it? LOL
soon after eating eyeball
the punishment. OMG! =x
and dis is the bdae boy posing wif "17"
omg look at wad siang doing. he's tryin to grope my ah hem %)^(@#)(*%()@*
bang. im out
9:34 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Sunday, September 03, 2006
here are some random thoughts of the recent happenings.
i know im a bastard. i haf a stupid way of dealing wif things, but dats me. and if ure not happy wif it, its ur prob. i tell ya i don't do nice. yepp. if some1 gets on my nerves i know im not a very forgiving person so wadeva. u may think im childish, wrong, stupid or wadeva, but i dun gif it a damn. its ur prob, not mine aft all. btw if u think my attitude fuking sux, lemme tell ya. i know my attitude sux. and i dun gif it a damn. aft all, im juz a bastard. a fuker who aint very gd wif dealing wif things.
ok dats it. if u come talk to me abt dis, persuade me, or even scold me, 4get it. i wun listen. im a asshole who doesnt gif a damn abt peeps arnd him. yepp dats me.
bang. im out
9:56 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Saturday, September 02, 2006
went for soccer early in the morning. (10 is considered early rite? lol i wake up at 2 =x)
and haha yepp i tested my darling. and guess wad? my darling rocks! =DD
okok ill skip the details on my darling.
oh yah. i got rammed rite in the face by the soccer ball for today. and i tell ya, its...GOD DAMNED PAINFUL!!! oh and did i mention dat my specs were bented very terribly? however, as the guy who rammed my face is minghao, im HAPPY!!! =DD
ok if u were wondering if u read wrongly (abt the happy part), lemme explain. if other ppl rams my face wif a soccer ball, my face will get all swollen up and maybe will look like a pig.
however...if its minghao, my face will become MUCH MORE HANDSOME!!! =DD
bwahaha now cant stop looking at my handsome face in the mirror.
ok im sounding crazy so hohum.
ok after soccer went for lunch wif soon and jq. lunch was nth special so wadeva.
oh then soon left to go find alina again. pro eh? oh dat reminds me of something.
well i found out recently dat my pals beside me are all so pro. well these guys are soon, alvin and eugene. for soon's case u all know it very well alrdy so i guess i dun really need to go into details. 2 dates to the movies, studying tgt as well as waking up at 4.15am to chat. not bad at all soon.
for eugene, at least hes got to chat wif the gurl he likes. and the gurl also msgs him on her own so i guess its going pretty fine eh?
every1's doing fine i guess and im all alone here rotting in front of the com. oh huijun, get a life willya? guess im the failure i was in sec sch. huijun the lonely soul who wanders arnd in sch without an purpose in life.
ahah im a loser and yepp, im not denying it.
bang. im out
5:01 pm <3
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shoot me dead. Friday, September 01, 2006
well...todae's a very boring day.
no "waking to the merry chirping of the birds" shit u hear in stories.
for me...its "waking up to another boring day of my very much dreaded life".
spent the whole day rotting at home. sitting in front of the com, trying to find animes to watch or games to play. and bleh, i found nth.
soon jio-ed me to soccer but urgh...i didnt check my msg until the whole thing is cancelled so...wth. then jh asked me out to mug but he rmbed dat deres the bb dinner for tonite so he decided otherwise. so im left to rot at home once again.
my legs are itching for soccer! %)@(*#)(@*$!!! i wanna try my new shoes on the field or streetsoccer court or void deck or wadeva!!! =/
aiya so sian...zz
now even my blog sounds boring. wth.
urgh guess im gonna rot away silently...
bang. im out
4:48 pm <3
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ahah ok the post below was quite crap la.
we went to queensway u see? and i bought my darling there. (refer to the post b4 dis)
heh the 8.5 refers to my shoe size la lol. quite or very small rite? zz. im short. so feet small la.
stop laughing assclown.
ahah cy bought his darling too. well we first went to beach rd to check out the shoes there. however there wasnt even a pair of total 90 so...4get it. so...we went to queensway instd.
well we took bus 51 dere and we were laughing on the bus the whole trip. well...as usual, we were gossiping. haha. guys do gossip as well. only dat they laugh more than they sneer.
i shall stop short of the jokes we made coz the jokes are really waaaayyy too bastard.
ok after the bus trip. we arrived at queensway and off we went to find love. =DD
we walked and looked and walked and looked and walked and looked and walked and looked (ok its getting irritating so ill stop here)
ok ill cut it short. i saw my darling and cy saw his too.
so we went abt price hunting. cy settled his pretty fast while i took a much longer time. i went to 4 shops and all didnt haf stock. so bleh...dis shoe is very common i guess but nvm. i was left wif 2 shops in the end. sportslink and the indian stall.
i hate dat indian stall coz my frens got cheated by dat stall b4 so i went to the former. however...deres only size 8.5 while i think i was best suited for 9 (for future wear).
so i had no choice but to go to the indian store. however...luckily they didnt haf stock too.
thus in the end...i bought 8.5 lol. couldnt give dis shoe up. so wadeva.
another nice pair of shoes. too bad it has studs.
dis is cy kissing his darling. lol so gay.
after buying our shoes...we went to ikea to haf our dinner. had pretty much fun. ill stop short of talking and let pictures do the talking. (a picture says a thousand words)
omg so nice rite? the chicken wings...yum yum!!!!
LOL look at the mess we cr8ed after eating. downed a yr of caffeine intake in juz one meal.
then we strolled arnd in ikea having fun, joking as we walked. ahah watch the pic below.
looks like kayda eh? BWAHAHA
ahah ill stop rite here. had a gr8 day. heh.
bang. im out
12:43 am <3
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